My first round robin book pages

I sat to look at the two pages I have posted here this morning. I did them about 3 months ago for my first round robin. The symbolism made me burst into tears. Picking door number 1 .......... since door 2 is holding back tears. It is good to get it out I guess I hadn't realized that yet when I did the page. I want to look up the symbolism of fish (which is shown pushing on door 2 as if to open it) I am sure it means faith partially but I want to see what else the fish could stand for. My works of art are not thought out much (I knew the colors this page was to be and that was it) So I view them partially as messages to my self from my ......higher self.....my god.....my guides .....I believe there are messages that we need to heed ............often times I know I run from heeding them and always to my detriment. So as I grow from this life of mine I realize it is time to turn inwards/stay centered/ and listen. This is one of the gifts that life has given me.

I am grateful
Cindy